Finally, SPM is over!!!!
hiak hiak hiak....
so happy and feel free now...
but too boring
study life, although busy with lots of homework, time passes quickly
for now, study life over, but it is too boring as only can online...
argh.... life without works is really make me suffer
I like works....
works works works works so that time passes faster, quickly
haiz....
half month for me to rest...
start from 2011, begin with new life
become more mature, everything must be consider seriously before do it
I'm going to step in work life
I hope it will done smoothly

bad day for me :[

9th of Dec :
a bad day for me because...
1) ACCOUNT EXAM PAPER over but it was too difficult for me.. totally no put into too much aim although question 1 is IMBANG
2) meet my dear at night abt 7pm... we took supper at about 10.45pm
unluckily, i got food poisoning. make me suffer and hard to do anything on the next day. just took medicine and sleep for the whole day
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gonna facing the last exam paper--> BC
omg!!! it is really hard for me as i'm not strong in BC

Hooray ^^

Finally, SPM 8 subjects has over!!!
It is still left 2 subjects that is on 9th & 14th of Dec
Dec is here... and whenever say Dec, everyone will know Christmas is around the corner
Yipee ^..^
For the past, I met with Mr. Sick for 3 days 3 nights...
It was so pity :( sufferrrrrrr
But now, it is totally Okay ;p
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Well, I have changed my blogger templates to a christmas scene in order to match the month of Christmas!
Friends, will u all change too???

Broken-heart

My aim has broken...
What I aim for my SPM SJ is A+
but unfortunately, what I have read was not came out in the exam
Oh my assssss...!!!
It made me really curious when I got the exam question paper
It made my mind really blank as when I saw the questions, what I have read really not helped me!!!
I'm now feeling disappointed with the tips given by andrewchoo!!!!
argh!!!!

I am still happy although without u all
I found that my life has became quiet a lots
I love to be peace in my life
I love the days pass with my family
I love the moment with my dear
I love the time enjoy with SPECIFIC FRIENDS & my teacher
U all have gave me a lots of advices especially Ms Chang
U have gave me a lots of courageous and told me the REALITY of the time of 'growing'
I appreciate the time now as graduate's time is near and nearer
I drop tears once recall back the time since primary school till today
I truly understand the loves give by my family & dear
Millions of 'THANK YOU' I want to say to u all
Finally, I become mature and try to not think so much on FRIENDSHIP
Mom tells me that:' Good friends will always scold u to study better for future, not always hang out doing innocent things.'
Yeah, it is definitely correct
Before that I had some quarrel with a friend that older than me
But lastly we shake-hand be friend again
from that, I have learnt to be independent girl
Yup, I have done it!
And now, life without U ALL, but not her is so freedom
I like it!!!!

看到面子书上的一篇文章，关于2012年将会世界末日，难道真的回来吗？
看了之后，我告诉婆婆，婆婆叫我快点吃我要吃的东西，去想去的地方玩，甚至叫我今年结婚，明年生子，那么就会看到自己的家庭，死了也不会遗憾。[我说：哈哈。。既然要死了，我就不生子啦]
接着，我告诉妈妈，妈妈的反应竟然是笑笑罢了。。
过后，我告诉宝贝这件事，他就说：有我在，你别怕。我会用我的身体，暖化你，让你不冷死。。[嘻嘻。。听到他这番话，真觉得他给我的安全感是非常足够的]就看平时我喜欢吃什么，他都会经常带我去吃或买给我吃，让我开心起来。贝！有你，我真的感觉幸福开心！而且我们从来没发生大争执。:)
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距离离校的时间还有2个月的时间
我已经计划好自己的relax旅程
嘻嘻^^
有人说：未免太早了吧？我说：早起的鸟儿有虫吃。飞机票阿，大概比较便宜
不知这旅程是否成功，可是希望会啦:p

finally, I have done it!!

Yahooooo.....!!!
I have done it
CONTROL AND MAKE A CHANGE ON MY MINDSET!!!!!!!!
I have kicked off the one I dislike!
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Recall back the time we were together...
It was very nice and there was cooperative among us
But now, it has became a tragedy between us
It hurt me a lots and I'm not dare to accept it again
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Advices from my teacher: 'Shi, candidly and sad to tell that this's the reality of our life nowadays... This part of the "growing" stage as well which we can't alter but have to take it... However, we can control and make a change on our mindset... Don't simply put into too much of feeling and trust on the pals until u observed that they are realiable and worth enough for u ro sacrifice... In short, treat them as normal just like the way they treat u in order to avoid urself from getting hurt.. We must protect ourselves... this's no wrong as long as we didn't hurt them.'
Yup, I agree with what u told me.. Teacher, u teaches me how to study effeciently and use it when necessary. I want to say hundreds of 'THANK YOU' to u as I really have learned many from u.
U treat me as your younger sister, not as a student.
I get loves from u too.....
I will follow what u have told me now and till the time I step in social.
I appreciate what u teaches me, tells me all the time and the chances we be together.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! MS CHANG

U ALL TREAT ME LIKE FOOLISH!!!!

I live there for 5 years. Keep seeing the changes!
U all pretend in front of me, say the bads behind me!
I know all of things. Don't lie me again
I will not believe u all again!
This is the last stand!
I will change myself more and more to avoid from bullying and the conservation of u all!
Don't feel regret after 2 months!!!!!

everythings changed suddenly

trial had been over days ago
suddenly anythings changed
now, I just can see the character on u all
u all become selfish
I don't care about it...
but sometimes urs face and talk make me sad
u all hurt me
I have started to ignore u all
I don't care anymore although u all talk about my bad things
last time, I cared u all
done everythings also asked u all whether needed them or not
but, I found that u all just care about urself
it made me started to give up
isn't I should say goodbye on it?? give up on it?
I think many many and many times, but it is not valuable for u and me
it is hurt between us!!!
but if u want to give up on it, I will accept it!!!
u all change suddenly
so I also change myself
I don't want let u all hurt me...

*hope no any arguments appears before our spm and graduation assembly

abt 55 days from now

Trial already over
It is time for me to change study attitude and my personal character
Hehe^^
I believe on myself
I CAN DO IT!!
Results seem not so good
What I aim I not achieve
T.T
I wish to get what I aim in SPM soon...

call me Mrs Spaghetti ^^

I love SPAGHETTI....

Tired T.T

A week of holidays had gone
What I had done?
Hang out with my friends and my dear too
Today, is the last day for me to have fun
I almost forget my trial....
Opssss.....
I have to begin my study on the following days
I had wasted my time on Facebook, shopping and sleeping
I can't continue them again
[hope I can wake up before regret]

*Feel enjoy today as my dear and I went watched 3D movie >>>Resident of Evil in Pacific
It was quite nice but I felt some headache at first as the screen mada me blur.
But enjoy too ^-^
Hope to have next time but is after SPM

*Planning to go KL for shopping to buy clothes for new year
But is it goes well? Should see after SPM
:)

Tired... I'm going to bed
Goodnight

bored T.T

wat a boring holidays?
one week already gone
no meaning at all
haiz....
my all plans have gone
i wanna shopping, but no $$
i wanna $$, but no people hire me
so kesian oh~~~~
frens, wat are u doing at home??
share here

just came back from Jusco

Oh, today is Malaysia National Day...

Last night, because of feeling bored, my hubby, Meng & Maggie as well as me decided to go for dinner. After dinner, we direct went for movie

Wow... long time didn't step in Jusco's cinema

I not miss the sit there, but I remembered vividly in my mind that the sit will make my backside pain :'(

Oh no.... For prevent from busy road and have to rush with others, we choosen Jusco otherwise we will go Sunway

Hehe... one of the pictures captured at BM Station 1, when we having dinner.

It is ok??

COMMENT please... hehe ^^

This is the latest me... [captured on yesterday, inside the car, in front of CIMB Bank]

Hehe... The face that just recover from sick... So UGLY!!!

Well, today SCIENCE paper, it is so difficult for me

For others, maybe as easy as drink water

Wakaka, anyway, I had try my best...

The result is depends on what I have learnt during lessons in this two years and how my discipline in class... [I know it myself ]

Therefore, the result.... ermmmmm.... I know already

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Merdeka Day for our country, Malaysia is around the corner

What I unexpected is, there are so many cars line up outside of Giant Hypermarket everyday, especially in the evening.

They have blocked the road and make the other driver hard to cross the road...

Maybe is also Hari Raya coming soon... So many people take this opportunity to grab new, fresh and cheaper goods in Giant...

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Left 3 subjects for trial...

It really gone very fast...

And it adress that the real SPM is coming soon

I have decide to finish revision all the ten subjects during September to November...

GAMBATEH!!!! TONG YUN SHI

I'm back

Hehe, long time din update my blog
Why??
Busy with preparation for SPM TRIAL
And last week, I fell sick :'(
It was totally a suffering life
But I have to face it too
Recently, I 'engaged' to a facebook game name '快乐岛主'
It's recommend from Khai Yean
Hiak hiak!!!
I love this game so much as the cartoons inside are cute and the music is nice
Wow... I play this game till fight with my boyfriend...
We quarrel because of want to play our game, but only have 1 pc...
So I have to rush to computer room once I go his house
It is so childish but I feel happy
I am going to become insane people
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Well, talk about my TRIAL
It made me suffer and TAKE 2 MEALS PERDAY, SLEEP LESS THAN 5 HOURS PERDAY & I BECOME MORE AND MORE THIN...
I can't believe in myself that STRESS make me till this condition
I cried every night before I going to sleep
I feel very tension till this day
I consume 4 types of vitamins each day as they are my supplement for my energy and spirit
Luckily, 5 papers have pass completely...
Still left ADDMATH, ACCOUNT, MODERN MATH, SCIENCE and 1 BC paper
Time pass really fast
I hope to make it run faster than now as I want to reduce my tension right after this trial totally pass!!!!
I can't wait the golden oppotunity to enjoy my favourite foods...
Hehe... hope it will come fast

Studying

SPM TRIAL is around the corner. For me, it is very important as I'm not from wealthy family, so I'm forced to study in government university!
Well, I started to study for preparation since last week. Because of this TRIAL, I become INSOMNIA and HEADACHE SERIOUSLY! I to ok nescafe last night for trying. I really gained the spirit and energy for studying til midnight. But, now, agaìn headache! OMG!! What else can I do? I really miss my step and feel blur to decide anything!!
I NEED YOUR HELP!! My GOD

凌晨1.39分

我，还没睡。。。
在电脑前写着这篇文章
今天，是宝贝老公的生日
为了给他惊喜，我一早醒来，跟着妈妈去婆婆家
吃了东西。。
10点左右就去拿蛋糕了（还是得谢谢佳骏）是他载我去拿的
到了宝贝的家，他还是在睡觉
我上楼去把他给叫醒了
他看到我，吓到
我是怎么去他家的
我说朋友载咯
过后跟宝贝去吃东西后，就回他家睡觉了
下午醒来，已经是3点了
这时才拿出蛋糕来切一切

cappucino mousse cake

刚好大姑也在。。那么就一起唱歌咯
哈哈~~我好拍谢~~
吃了蛋糕，就出发咯
原本要去海边那享受西餐的
可是迟了，就到369去吃大板
好好吃哦~~居林的根本比不上
吃了后，又去sunway看戏---〉ONG BAK 3
好恶心。。一直看到血的
我忍不住，就在看了1小时后，睡去了
哈哈~~我很怕看到这样的恶心画面的
去starbucks享受咖啡 我的宝贝老公

hiak hiak....
这一年跟他庆祝的方式比往年不同
往年比较简单，有蛋糕，却没生日歌，没看戏

[宝贝，下一年，我会用不同的方式和你庆祝啦……我爱你永远。。muacksss]

妈妈去了KL，家里变得很静
少了她的那把声音，真的感觉不惯
我的任务变得更重咯
平时我只需要晒衣
现在熨衣，晒衣，折衣，扫地都要我包办
真的好可怜～～
这样得维持3天～～
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今天的天气真的热到…………
无法形容！！！
我的头快爆了！！！
救救我！！！！
天忽冷忽热～我快死了

突然想起您

突然，我想起了您，大伯
还记得那一年，你得离世，让全家人感到伤痛不已
尤其是阿公阿婆，他们更是心疼，因为你是老大
现在，如果大家还提起你，也会禁不住流下泪
大伯，想起以往你很喜欢叫我‘阿牛’
我还不知为什么……
现在我还能问谁呢？？:(
大伯，你在哪里？好吗？
很想念你。。
希望你开心，还保持着那种幽默
我们永远爱你

您离开3年了

国民服务成绩2011年的意境出炉了！
这个话题及结果，是很多‘得奖’的学生就那么的‘开心’[包括我在内]
考试即将来临，却发生了这么一回事！
本来不想去检查的，可是不检查心里又怕，检查了至少安心
哪儿知道，检查了反而更惨！
‘得奖’的我，看着受到的信息：‘tahniah, anda dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN sri 8/2011’……
就那一刻，落下了泪，心里不知所措了！！！
虽然自己有健康问题，可是还是怕，因为怕他们不接受我的原因
身旁很多朋友都没得到。。也有很多想得到的朋友没得到！
到底他们是怎么选人呀？真烦！！！
哎……我真的很伤心，相信今晚我会因此而失眠了

朋友们，你们‘得奖’吗？ 留言吧！！！

7月了

已经踏入7月了
距离学校月考还有18天而距离预试则还有1个月多的时间
上个星期，得到所有考试的成绩
心里真的觉得自己还是无法确实的掌握每一科
连最保握的那科也考得很差
不知是老师改得严，还是自己确实那么弱
最近都病了
3天了-->感冒，头痛，腰骨酸
都没有得到好睡一晚
昨晚想了自己的未来，发觉很恐怖
我后悔当初不好好听老师们的科
如今还剩下一个多月，已经无法弥补过错了
我这次真的后悔了！！！
没人能救我，只有自己救自己。。。
补习课增加了，都是为了让自己不要浪费时间
在家无所事事，宁可去补习
虽然很累，可是得付出。。。

朋友们，不要累坏你们的身体哦。。。
继续加油！ =)

刚刚从facebook的其中一位网友的profile中，看到一个很感人的视频
其实之前从email中已有看过了～可是还是要看

看了这视频，我的心真的埋怨自己为何生活得那么好（好吃好住好睡）可是还是觉得不好
我的泪水流了下来
我自认自己不是出生于富有家庭，可是用的东西，却是要有名的牌子
看看富有人家，用的还不是普通的东西
人家常说的：“有钱人不爱炫耀，反而那些并不有钱的，却掏自己的口袋买了炫耀的物品”
【可是我已慢慢的改掉了这种习惯只因把那些无谓的钱存下来，让自己在未来时候用会更好】
妈妈和男友常常说我，只会花钱，不会赚钱，我确实觉得自己是那样
前几晚想想自己的未来之路，如果我是先不到自己的愿望，那么我将踏出社会，做工咯
可是做工，我好像不大能够应付
之前去过妈妈的公司帮忙妈妈，妈妈叫我拿这个拿那个，我几乎不懂是什么
以后如果真的当OL，我看自己会完蛋
唉～～真的不懂该怎样
我很想为社会人群服务（例如：到老人院/孤儿院照顾他们），可是自己没有一笔的资金，怎么能帮他们呢？
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6月来临了！ 感觉时间越来越快飞逝～
心里真的害怕又紧张
11月正是大考了
我答应我自己，要尽力而为！要努力读书
可是一旦读起书来，我会忽略了我的健康
好几次都是读到三更半夜，隔天起来，头痛到无法忍受，结果到学校去睡觉，就等于没上到课了
唉～～～神啊！救救我吧！！！


*朋友们，一起加油咯！！

my tears drop out...

my tears drop out once I think about my tomorrow
I am going to see Dr. Parminder in Bagan Specialist...
I feel suffer now as my nose problem appears again
it is really pain until I cannot sleep at night
OMG!! who can help me?
I recall back the scene at year 2007
that was the first time I went there
that time, I don't know how the doctor treat me
well, I sat quietly there... then I saw he took a rod went into my nose
oh... that feeling don't know how to describe
I cried out that time as well as my dad & mum
I really feel pain
I am now drop me tears again
I am pain...
nobody can understand the feel
why my health is this??
anybody can answer me???
why i have to suffer like this??
God!!!!!!
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who can help me???
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I really don't want this kind of live
I know I am weak
in fact, I also take vitamin everyday
but still weak!!!!
HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My new looks... It's OKay??
Haha~~
It is not very suitable for me as my face is too big
Hope my hair can grow faster....

Today, I wake up at 5.30 early in the morning
Why? Because I accompany my mum & sis to my grandma house
They go travel in Cameron Highlands
I does not like there as there is only flowers, vegetables.... Quite BORING
So, I stay at home with my brother & my dad
I took breakfast at 6 in the morning
After that, back to home do my housework
Then, now I'm blogging...
Hiak hiak hiak...
Later go where???
Tonight I am going to attend a dinner party at Butterworth
A company dinner of my Dear business one....
Don't know how to dress myself as I am not similar with other girls who like to make-up, use jewellry and so on...
Therefore, HOW???
Still in the process of planning....

下个月就是semester 1的考试～
感觉真的太快了
考完了，下次就是预考了！！！
so scary....
还没掌握全科～～
真的很担心，焦虑～～
但是总得面对～～
朋友们，一起加油吧！！

谁在改变？

我不再像是以往的那么脆弱～
我变得坚强，坚定了～
以往，为了一些小事，我就和你闹翻，如今我不再是那样在乎了
不是完全不在乎，而是我不喜欢的事你也习惯去做了
我还能怎么说吗？
我真的没办法！！！
很想知道，朋友真的对你影响很大吗？
为何他们说一次，你就听～～
而我说了1年，你好像什么都没改变～～
究竟是谁在改变？还是这是真的的样子，性格？
到了今天，我真的看出了你真正的性格～～
之前的都是虚伪的～～
突然我做事也做得随便了
因为就算我气！我伤心！我发脾气！！
你只会哄我～～
然而我就轻易的开心起来
今天，我不再是那样
我把伤心，生气，脾气都收藏在心里
我不会再表现出来～～
这就是所谓的‘自己承担痛苦’
我已经迁就你很多了
迁就得越多，你就越来越过分
我不是那样的人
朋友都知道我的脾气，性格
而在你面前，跟在朋友面前，真的差别很大
如果是我以对朋友的性格来对待你，我相信我们不会有今天～～

每个人，都有自己的忍耐限度
我不想再‘爆炸’多一次
真的是一发不可收拾的！！
请你明白我所要的东西
不要再自己认为什么东西！！！

未来该是怎样？

距离7个月就要大考了---->>>>> SPM
感觉上很快就会到了
这证明了时间过得很快，快要毕业了
有开心，也有不开心的感觉
开心的是，毕业咯；伤心的是，大考快来了
不知怎么办？
我想想了未来的路，只有2条路能走
1）就是进师训
2）就是做工
因为家里面对经济问题，所以我只有这2条路的选择

昨晚告诉妈妈，如果进不成师训，我就进学院读computer engineering
可是她给我的反应却是“我和爸爸没能力给你费用读学院，所以你只有进师训罢了”
那刻我听了，感觉蛮伤的
可是这是命中注定的
如果进不到，我唯有去做工赚钱吧
没办法～～

4月已经到了，可是ADD MATHS的课，我只会第一课
补习那边很快，我的脑也快转得打结了
该怎么办？还有很多科……
我曾经想过放弃读书，可是想想未来的社会都是需要文凭的，如果我没有，那么我还有资格去面试工作吗？
haiz～～
我现在只希望把书读好，其他的事就别管了
为了成绩，我也愿意牺牲了我的健康
这就是唯一的办法～

把书读好，就计划去旅游
已经计划了，可是上课的问题，所以被逼延迟咯
第一个计划：Pulau Redang
第二个计划：Bali
第三个计划：Taiwan
第四个计划：Shanghai
第五个计划：American
第六个计划：New Zealand
第七个计划：Paris
第八个计划：London
第九个计划：Australia
第十个计划：Korea

haha~~若给我hit中其中几个计划，我也感觉满足了
希望梦想会实现～～

Sad...

Time really pass very fast
Unfortunately, my great-grandmum passed away on last Saturday, 3rd of April
It was a sad news for family members.. T.T
Until today still in the feeling of sad
Great-grandmum... R.I.P.

Well... I went to watch movie last Sunday
" Clash of The Titans" & " Beauty on Duty"
They are very nice movie...
I like them....


Got a sore throat from yesterday...
really pain till cannot swallon food...
Need help totally....
How I can be this?
Because I'm naughty, do not accept my dear's advice...
Wuuuuuuu.....


Good night, my friend
Tire-ing.....

熬过了1个月～～

好辛苦的熬过了3月份
原因：必须省钱 & 专注读书
3月份了，根本没出接逛逛，没有看电影，没有买一些东西给自己，没有吃些大餐……
这都是为了省钱～～
终于熬过上个月
现在，生活开始像回以往了。。
这星期日我将会出去逛街看电影～～
嘻嘻^^ 好开心！！
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过去的星期二，我学会了驾车～～【是自己开车哦】
好大的胆子。。。我驾了宝贝的车，一踩油门就走。。【差点儿撞到住家前的砖块】
好险～～～【冒汗】
明天，我又有机会开车了～～
哈哈^^
真的开心宝贝让我他的车～～
一星期练2次，很快会上手吧？【嘻嘻^^】
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一个失去家庭的爱的女孩～～

一个孩子，如果失去了家庭的注意力或关注力，相信心理都会出出现问题
就算孩子已到了10几岁，那种心却无法让人感受～
爸，我知道我并不是你心目中永远最乖最聪明的女儿
可是请你别用那斜视的眼神看着我，瞧不起我
虽然小学时我成绩的确是比现今好，可是程度不同了
不能再像以前那样
中学的压力比小学来得多
你却不明白！！！
你不曾明白我的感受……
我开始对你没感觉的【就算你是我爸爸】
我现在不想和你说话，不想理你的一举一动，不想理你所说我的东西
以往我会试着去改变自己的态度，可是今天的我却不同了！
我长大了，不再是小女孩！自己有自己的决定，也明白自己所做的东西！
成绩的确是下滑【从中一开始】
可是你懂吗？我是在努力着改进！不是不想读书！不是没有希望成就的一天！
现在你的态度不同多了！你不只是重男轻女，而且在成绩方面，你会说些刺激我的话，你不会对弟妹那样！
不是我妒忌或是什么！只是觉得孩子都是你的，你应该公平对待！
说到$$，你更是偏心！
你会给弟妹零用钱，可是你却没给我任何钱！你说我该从哪里拿钱来吃？打枪？去行乞？？
你根本不把我放在眼里！！！
以往你不是这样！如今你改变的似乎另一个人！

希望这情况不会持续，不然真的难以想象以后的情况！！！

A tired day again T.T

Do not know why, every Tuesday will be my tired day..
Truthly, I aready skipped ADDITIONAL MATHS class for 1 month.
The reason I skipped it was, I was tired or it was rain
Haiz...
I thank for my grandmother that willing to take me to this tuition
But every time she calls me, I will refuse to attend this class
She asked me what is my reason, I always answer [ Ah Po, I tired la... Headache]
She again and again angry with my attitude
She also always advice me to not skip any tution classes as SPM will be coming soon and I had paid the fees...
Sorry , Ah Po...
I really do not know how come I will be like that again...
I will try to not skip it again....


Today, early in the morning, I went to take breakfast with my dear
Although it was not very perfect and delicious, I aready happy as I have a long time no eat the rice ----> YAM RICE...
Really delicious... plus the 'MAN CHANG KUIH'
Wow... it was my great breakfast!!!
Tonite, I will be having dinner with my dear again...
Another aim is, I want he to give me his car to drive with the promise, [IF THE CAR BREAK, HE CANNOT ANGRY ME'
Haha... so selfish
do not know he willing sacrifice his car for me or not...
Hope he can la...

I LOVE U , MY DEAR....
FOREVER LOVE :)

Hello, my friends

Hi, to all my friends....
I back again!
The previous has been hacked by hacker [hate them!!!]
This is my new blog.... [hope that is not any problem happen again]

Yaya, this is my new blog.
Hope you all enjoy it....
For this blog, I will not write and type it in short form as I found that I already be used to these short form worlds and write them in my school essays...
Haha.. So I decide to start my new blogging life with the complete spelling worlds and hope the habit of myself in writing short form will go away from me!

Huh, that is nothing special for the days I lost my blog since last year.
But, I have to face SPM examination in this end year.
I m now try to improve my study attitude and the smart way to study
Although it is quite difficult, I believe that there is a will if I have the way to study hard
Sacrifice my inspirit and time to score well in the coming soon SPM
[that is what I hope]


Well, now I want to talk about my sadness :-(
It is really sad for me as my great-grandmother is now sick seriouslly in the hospital
She becomes very thin and her appearence makes me cry in my heart
She is not very familiar with my family, but she really makes me cry..
I hope she can recover as soon as possible
Now, she is 90 year-old [be close to 100 years old]
Great-grandmother, I hope you can recover soon. We worry on you...